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Hello superman... It's been 7 days I didn't write anything... A lot of things happen in those last 7 days, it's crazy!

Right now Im thinking of the debate you and the guys started about how fast one can fall in love etc. Pretty interesting stuff and I loved how you shared the conversation with me, you know I love it when you make me "think" and stuff lol.

And mmm I was just thinking about our *cough cough* h-a-w-t *cough* conversation on the phone last night... Guess what song is playing on my itunes right now... Click here to find out :) Coincidence...? I think not! Hahah.... We are amazing together...

Ohh one thing I wish I did... I made you a box with treats and candy (which you'll hopefully you get next week) but I forgot to take a picture of it to post it up here before I sent it :( Oh well, I hope you like it though :)

Hmm what else what else...Oh yah.. Of course! I watched you play live again :) I took a picture ("print screen" lol) when the quality of the video was getting better (which only happened towards the end of the game though boo). I can't believe your football season is already over BB! But you've had a great experience, you've bonded with some awesome people and I know you've learned so much! It must be so hard for you, but hey the season is not over baby, you should use this extra time you have no to train, educate and take care of your self now. The knowledge you've gained during those last few months are gonna help you next year!

Hmm.... oh and of course... Those last 7 days weren't all rose petals and fun... At least not for me. Sometimes I question myself... Where is this going, is it worth it... I am sorry superman, but I do. I know you're way more positive than I am on this one. I just can't help having those thoughts sometimes. It is easier for you, you know... But I am just gonna go with the flow and I won't mention them again to you because I feel it only causes frustration... I just feel I am alone in this and that you can't always understand me, but that's fair I guess 'cause we haven't experienced the same things in life, I can't expect you to always understand where I am coming from... There's times when it really hurts and makes me think of...
...how long I'll be able to do this for baby... I am sorry if my words are hurting you right now, but these are the thoughts that go through my head sometimes and I just can't help it. I am sorry if I am disappointing you, if you've expected me to be stronger. I just wanted be honest with you. I know I didn't tell you all these things when you wanted me talk about it, because I don't want us to talk about it over the phone or the internet. But I guess..there's nothing to talk about really. I have negative thoughts and weak moments like all people do, hopefully they're gonna go away...

You're an amazing creature and hope you remain that way regardless of how the "Superman-GG" story goes... I am happy when you're happy and I get sad when you are sad. I only think and want the best of you in every aspect of your life. I am proud of who you are, the way you think and who you want to be. I admire your unique qualities, your strong values and your creative talents! I am truly happy to have met and share a part of my life with you. I just wish things and our timing was different sometimes. I feel it's us against everything! But I love you and need you dearly! They say a strong woman needs a stronger man. You're gentle on the outside but you have what I need on the inside, you're my rock. I hope it continues to be this way, especially when I feel weak. Love me more baby!

GG.