Losing a pet that was more than just a "pet".

Dear baby,

I know that losing Cali was a terrible loss for you baby and I wanted to let you know how sorry I am. I know that Cali wasn't just a pet to you. She was a big part of your life, she was like the sister you never had like you said. She'd listen and keep you company every time you were feeling down or were sad. She didn't care if you were stinky after gym, she didn't care if you hadn't shaved or if you weren't wearing the trendiest clothes. She loved you and your brother for who you guys are, for the way you annoyed and played with her, the way you showed her attention and took care of her.

Every time I saw you, Cali was there with you always seeking your attention, loving, meowing and following you everywhere :) Special cats are rare but you were fortunate to find her, and Cali-cat was lucky to have you as her loving owner-brother.

I will never forget the mornings she'd jump on your bed/dad's bed/mattress (or wherever we were crashing) in order to get your attention and basically take you away from meeee!! As much as I was jealous of her when you would call her "baby" and use the sweetest tone, I loved her too. But I loved her more for making you happy every time you'd get back home and find her waiting for you guys :)

I hope you feel better soon. GG loves you.
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Hahahaha je t'aime!

I am in the bus and you just sent me the msg below which made me giggle a bit too loud..... The grandpa next to me hissed his teeth! And he's still starring at me puzzled.... He's probably thinking "What di rasclat, those youngings laugh by themselves nowadays, man they gotta cut di fuckery, they gotta stop smoking dem trees".

Superman: "Im heading to the gym now baby mi a chat to yuh likkle more :p s'agapo __(my name)__ baby GG MOU fi mi mou mou and my poopoo and a babys doodoo with a lil haitian voodoo ;) hahahahahahaa just playing x0x0x0x0"

How can me not wuv zou eh?

GG.

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Secret blog, not so secret to Superman anymore :)

Yuppppp Blog addy was finally revealed to superman this past weekend, just a few days ago! At first I thought he was mad but pheeew he "said" he wasn't... I am still not sure of how he felt when he first started reading it but oh well.... I can't push him to share his thoughts with me all the time :)

Ohhh Hey super-blacky/stinky/man :) You're here reading this too, I didn't notice :p Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I know-I knowwwww its 3:30am and I am still awake :( I dunno what's wrong with me, I think I have insomnia or something. I tried going to bed after we hung up and all but I just don't seem to be able to fall asleep you know :(

So I took my laptop and decided to surf online for a bit.... And this is what I was thinking..... I really-really hope you don't start showing this page to friends who will probably make fun of me for creating something like that :( I knew this blog idea was kinda cheesy from the get go.... But I wanted to do it anyways.... I just hope it doesn't end up kicking me in the butt. Me luvzz zouu and carezz for zoou and wantzzz to makezzz yeww happy but me don't wanna be madeeezz fun ofzzz zuu know?? :p

Hahah I dunno why I talk like a smeagol again...!!! Have a good night blacky :)

PS. I made this "word cloud" recently... It is basically words that I feel describe us :) You can click on it to make the picture larger. Enjoy...

Your GG who adores you :) 

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Question Game to be continued...

Dear Superman,
I just wanna tell you one thing.... I love our conversations! I am on my way to class right now and all I am thinking about is the "question game" we played last night.... Some questions were silly, others pretty serious but all of them so interesting! Although I had an idea of where you stand (ethically-morally etc lol) I felt I got to know you a little more :) And vice versa I hope :p Like you always say... Communication is key to any relationship... I strongly agree :) I hate to copy you but ..."We got this" baby :p

Your GG

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Visit

I feel 10 times better after spending these last 4 days with you stinky... I am happier, more positive and ahhh ouff... I just feel better inside you know? So I just realized we didn't have time to complete the two "tasks" you won.... But here's the evidence so you know I haven't forgotten about it :p ...Superman, the time we just spent was much-much needed baby... Thank you for coming to see me, we definitely needed it :)

Your GG who hearts you so much :)

All I want for xmas... :p

Hahahaha hilarious! I had to share baby!

More than a month since we last saw each other....

Hello you :) Random information: My extremities are super cold right now. Plus my super cold room doesn't help either but hey guess what, I don't care............ 'Cause my superman will be here in less than a day to keep me warm for the next three nights :) :) Who's the happiest gaaal in the world? Yup you got it, I am :) See you soon BB!

GG.
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Random

Hello superman... It's been 7 days I didn't write anything... A lot of things happen in those last 7 days, it's crazy!

Right now Im thinking of the debate you and the guys started about how fast one can fall in love etc. Pretty interesting stuff and I loved how you shared the conversation with me, you know I love it when you make me "think" and stuff lol.

And mmm I was just thinking about our *cough cough* h-a-w-t *cough* conversation on the phone last night... Guess what song is playing on my itunes right now... Click here to find out :) Coincidence...? I think not! Hahah.... We are amazing together...

Ohh one thing I wish I did... I made you a box with treats and candy (which you'll hopefully you get next week) but I forgot to take a picture of it to post it up here before I sent it :( Oh well, I hope you like it though :)

Hmm what else what else...Oh yah.. Of course! I watched you play live again :) I took a picture ("print screen" lol) when the quality of the video was getting better (which only happened towards the end of the game though boo). I can't believe your football season is already over BB! But you've had a great experience, you've bonded with some awesome people and I know you've learned so much! It must be so hard for you, but hey the season is not over baby, you should use this extra time you have no to train, educate and take care of your self now. The knowledge you've gained during those last few months are gonna help you next year!

Hmm.... oh and of course... Those last 7 days weren't all rose petals and fun... At least not for me. Sometimes I question myself... Where is this going, is it worth it... I am sorry superman, but I do. I know you're way more positive than I am on this one. I just can't help having those thoughts sometimes. It is easier for you, you know... But I am just gonna go with the flow and I won't mention them again to you because I feel it only causes frustration... I just feel I am alone in this and that you can't always understand me, but that's fair I guess 'cause we haven't experienced the same things in life, I can't expect you to always understand where I am coming from... There's times when it really hurts and makes me think of...

Quick hi :D

As much as I want you to win in two weeks.... I also want to seeeeeee youuuuuuu!!!!! Omg I will be the happiest girl alive! Am I selfish :( .....Then be it :D I misssssss you! Okay baby, no I want you to win okay? aaaaaah

Your frustrated GG