Distance and Patience.

Hello baby,

I'm still thinking about what happened to your dad on Monday. I was so shocked :( when I read your message. He just doesn't deserve this. But let's only hope for the best baby. I will pray for his speedy recovery. Stay positive my stinky Superman. On a happier note now... Aghhh I can't wait to show this blog to you! It's only day 3 today and it's sooo hard keeping it from you! They say patience is virtue, so I'm gonna suck it up and wait till I post some more! Plus, if there's one thing you're good at is how you've taught me to ...wait and be patient! Lemme give you an example... Before we got...
...off Skype (we just said goodnight actually =P) you jokingly said "I'm jealous" cause (you think) you heard Chocolate and his Chocolatrice being in action. Then this is how the rest of the conversation went like:
I:            :(
You:       But I'll be seeing her soon :)
I:.           :(...  "soon"  (How can two months from now be considered as 'soon'...ahh).
You:       Only happy thoughts baby :)

...You get my point? You're positive, you're patient! Me on the other hand... not so much! I mean, I can be and all, it's just harder for me I guess. This is just one of the things Mr. Superman aka "Di Teachah" has taught me and one of the reasons why I love him so much. If I didn't have you to support and remind me of the positive stuff, I wouldn't have been able to start or even go through this whole 'distance' thing to begin with.

I read this once and I'm pretty sure I've sent it to you: "There's no long distance about love, it always finds a way to bring hearts together no matter how many miles there between them". I truly believe it. And you're the reason why I feel even stronger about it now.  But to everyone out there who doesn't, well... you should! I love him and I know he loves me. The world is so small to let distance or whatever other factor (that's in your power at least) rule and "decide" for you on how YOUR life's gonna be. Wait a second... I feel like I've already said that before... (*she's checking her facebook inbox right now...* yup found it!)

Here's a copy-paste part of a message I sent to a friend not too long ago (I think I mentioned it to you) who asked me how I feel about doing long distance with you:

[...]Two people might be apart but if the chemistry and qualities they share are nothing like they've experienced before then why go end a relationship and let distance dictate the path they wanna take in life? I choose to rule distance and not let distance control the options I have in life. So yah that's my "theory behind distance" hahha. Butttttt you need two who think the same way to make things happen. And the next step is to take it slow and go with the flow, embrace and expect whatever changes (good or bad) come your way, cause its life![...]

Hahaha... Oh well, I might sound dramatic or even naive or whatever. I know you can't predict life. But what you can do is try things before you give up on them. And like I said, I love him, he loves and supports me. He's literally become "my rock" by supporting and keeping us both strong. I am not sure HE even realizes sometimes that he's strong for both of us! And all that is more than enough to make me not wanna give up. After all... he's my sweets, he's my Superman!!!

Love, sweetness.